i would have to say the title of my blog says it all....
good work Lyte Funky Ones.
there are so many people who i love one day and hate the next....
ok not that extreme, but there are people who i want to be around every second one day and the next day i start to get tired of being around them.....but the next day i'm want them back. one of life's many sick cycles. its just so hard to find that median.
there are people i swear i'm fine without but as soon as i see them...i fall immediately back in love with.(not always literally)
its such a weird concept to say that you love some one EVERY OTHER TIME, but it seems so true. i can be around someone one day and swear they are perfect and then turn around and find every flaw the next day. i'm not sure i like it....but what can ya do? i think maybe thats how we all feel about everyone.
have you ever stood across from someone and known you had some deeper connection?
i have.
there are people who i can look into their eyes and see all the way through. past the facades and masks. right into them. they usually come in the form of acquaintances or past friends. i try to make it better by telling myself they don't care about me as much as i care about them....even though when i look in their eyes i can tell they do. maybe they're just good at meaning a lot to people. emotional whores. they somehow make everything else disappear.
they are the people who stay stuck in the back of my mind. i take them with me with everywhere i go without even realizing it. until the second i see them again.......and it hits me...in the kidney. ouch! it hurts. and this time i think i'm bruising....
the pain of missing someone who is SO CLOSE....but SO FAR AWAY.
why have there been so many of these people in my life....i'm not sure how much more i can take?
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